Hey.
So, as I sit here with a bleeding lip, a pounding headache, a mother in hospital and my new kittens area where she pooed on my floor (I cleaned it up by the way, its just drying) I think about how awful I feel, and how awful things have been lately.
To explain quickly about the above, my 2 year old cat, Louis bit through my lip and scratched my head, and I feel like the one person that you want when you're hurt; your security blanket person is for me; my mother. She always knows what to do and is very good with sick people.
My mother herself is sick, and in hospital. (She's probably going to have surgery to get her ovaries removed due to an infection) And just a few days ago, we adopted a rescue kitten who is 5 months old, Mollie Jo. Mollie is super lovely and snuggly towards me, but towards men shes hesitant, so I think maybe something happened in her past. Anyway, she ended up pooing on my floor today, and I know its 'first world problems!1!' and that I'm probably overreacting but even so, I feel like crap.
I'm doing what I always do when I feel awful, which is to write my feelings. I just am upset and emotional, I feel like I have no one to talk to which is why I usually write these things. I just feel like sometimes life is super overwhelming, and that definitely comes with being so sensitive. I'm more sensitive to pain, more sensitive to others and I even have sensitive skin, so if you want to meet one of the most sensitive people in the world (at least NZ!) Thats me!
I just want to write this to say that yeah, life stinks sometimes, and for sensitive people it stinks a lot more in an overwhelming way, but I'm still standin! (Actually sitting as stated above) Because you know what? "When life gets ya down, you know what you gotta do? Just Keep Swimming.."
Thanks for reading this weird little updatey snippet. I don't know where I went with this, but I hope that if you're having a crap day just know other people have crap days too, and that doesn't make your crap day any more or less crappier than theirs, you have a right to be sad.
Love,
Georgia Maree xx
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