Dear Skye,
In your life you're going to have a lot of friendships,
In my third year of primary school, I met the two girls who would be the most toxic friendship I have ever had. Before that I had really nice friends! Who I would watch High School Musical with and play with Littlest Pet Shops and Barbies.
These girls would fight all the time, and everything would wind up being my fault always.
I think it was in my fifth year that they started physically running away from me, and I would wander around crying. They just made me feel awful, and I have no idea why I decided to stay friends with them so long. They were not nice girls, and I hope you don't have to deal with girls like them.
They were incredibly manipulative and I didn't deserve to be made to feel so bad that I would fake sick every lunch so we didn't have to hang out and have fights at lunch.
Then year 7, started and I was at a new school, they were at that school too. I had no other friends, I didn't know anyone else so I hung out with them AGAIN. This time it was with another girl and her two friends, who were a year above us.
Once again, these girls left me out, and ran away from me. They even went to special lengths to make sure I wouldn't hang out with them, at one of their birthday parties they didn't want to invite me, so they made up a fake story about 'pony club' and it was a totally obvious fake story but I was very little and I didn't know.
That same year, I was bullied and I believe I was also bullied by these 'friends', they were disgusting people, and there's no excuse to be so randomly horrid. After I was moved class, I wish I could tell you I immediately stopped talking to these girls, but I didn't.
Late 2011 early 2012, I hung out with the original two girls! They ended up messaging me mean messages and sending me laughing faces because I was crying. They continued to gang up on me and I don't remember quite when, but our friendship happily ended.
On my first year of high school, I was sitting next to Madi, who I was friends with in 2011 and 2012, but we didn't get super close until 2013. Madi is one of the most amazing people I have ever met and I love her so much!
I didn't have real true amazing friends until the first year of high school, so don't despair if you dont! Be yourself as weird and as wonderful as you are, and equally weird and wonderful people will gravitate towards you. They love you for you and you deserve good people who bring you up in your life.
I now have so many friends, who are still with me! I'm homeschooled and the fact that my friends are still my friends proves how wonderful they are. Either that or they just can't get rid of me because I'm a crazy snapchatter! ;)
Moral of the story,
Lovely people do come! The bad people are not worth your time and your effort. "You are a shining light of heaven above, and they don't deserve that prancing around their essence" - Tyler Oakley
Love,
Georgia Maree xx
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